I'm feeling a bit rattled and out of sorts — I will probably be deported tomorrow. I thought I was going to have a month of no doctors, Cancer Center or surgeries before I go in for the stem cell transplant in October. But no. My port had to act up, become infected, so they will probably have to remove it. But then they will need to put in another port for the chemo they will give me before the stem cell transplant. I hoping they can put a new port in on the left side of my chest tomorrow if they take out the problem port, but I don't know what they are going to do — It's like I'm blowing in the wind.